I factored your opinion into every decision. Admittedly, it proved a foolish strategy. Some notions were confirmed and some disproved. If nothing else, it was a year of discovery. My heart was opened in a way I never thought would be possible. It unfortunately ended in a most predictable way, leaving me nothing to work with in terms of hope for the future. Back to that sickeningly familiar square one.
I’m appreciative for the opportunity to feel like I made a decision. For once. And for the very last time.
This doesn’t exactly make sense, time passes too quickly and decisions are made in haste. Unrequited yet again?